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About wisdomissophia

I am married mother of 5 beautiful children. I am a writer, blogger, creator and focused individual. I have been through quite a bit in my 34 years of living and I am not ashamed of or afraid to tell my story. My writing is a way of telling my truths and helping others at the same time. We all have a story to tell and if our story will encourage, uplift, change or transforms someone's life, we ALL need to tell our story. Our life and everything that is entails, is our story.

She Broke My Heart After Helping Me Find It

Have you ever experienced true heartbreak? Like literally had someone that was in your heart, hurt your heart and break you? Not physically, but mentally? You lose your trust in others based on that type of extreme disappointment? Did you … Continue reading

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Mommies Dearest

I feel pain. I feel heartbreak. I feel hurt. I feel confusion. I feel nasty. I feel dirty. I feel stupid. I feel embarrassment. I feel ALONE! When I re-received my files yesterday from the state detailing the happenings of … Continue reading

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Pacifier

Why are women so quick to excuse men bad behavior? Why is everything they do wrong, pacified and made light of with the suggestions of “that’s just men, that’s what men do, it could be worse.” Women, we are expected … Continue reading

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What is it?

It’s like one day I’m superman and the next day I feel like his weakest opponent. I feel like I can take on the world and have strong faith that all of my dreams are for sure coming true. The … Continue reading

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Scared

Sometimes I just want out. I don’t trust myself. I don’t trust my feelings. I don’t trust my thoughts. I feel like I am THE problem. I think that maybe I create the problems. I just can not seem to … Continue reading

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It’s Not You, It Kind Of Is, But It Really Is Me

You know how I cringe when you go to hug me? Well it’s not you, it’s me. I’ve suffered through so much physical and sexual trauma, my skin crawls sometimes from a simple touch. There’s triggers all over the place. … Continue reading

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Assume

You think you want it from what you see You don’t know how hard it is to be me You outside, looking at the outside Not knowing the pain that I feel inside Yeah, you thought it was all good … Continue reading

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Tired

I just feel so tired of it all, all the time. I try so hard to maintain my sanity, my household and my children. I feel so alone in the fight to do all these things and I am just … Continue reading

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Steady

We focus on this one bad ‘possible’ thing. As we sit and think, analyze and dwell on possibilities of bad, we completely ignore or forget about the good. We get ourselves worked up over absolutely nothing and become sad, angry … Continue reading

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Bittersweet

I look at her dancing and twirling around and I think about how much I love her. I adore how she always smiles at me when she’s doing something cute. She just knows that mommy is focused on her. I … Continue reading

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