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I never knew how to, or who to, because I was never taught when to. I have lived a life of pure grief, trauma, and turmoil for most of my 36 years on earth. That’s the unfortunate part about life … Continue reading →

Have you ever experienced true heartbreak? Like literally had someone that was in your heart, hurt your heart and break you? Not physically, but mentally? You lose your trust in others based on that type of extreme disappointment? Did you … Continue reading →

I feel pain. I feel heartbreak. I feel hurt. I feel confusion. I feel nasty. I feel dirty. I feel stupid. I feel embarrassment. I feel ALONE! When I re-received my files yesterday from the state detailing the happenings of … Continue reading →

Why are women so quick to excuse men bad behavior? Why is everything they do wrong, pacified and made light of with the suggestions of “that’s just men, that’s what men do, it could be worse.” Women, we are expected … Continue reading →

It’s like one day I’m superman and the next day I feel like his weakest opponent. I feel like I can take on the world and have strong faith that all of my dreams are for sure coming true. The … Continue reading →

Sometimes I just want out. I don’t trust myself. I don’t trust my feelings. I don’t trust my thoughts. I feel like I am THE problem. I think that maybe I create the problems. I just can not seem to … Continue reading →

You know how I cringe when you go to hug me? Well it’s not you, it’s me. I’ve suffered through so much physical and sexual trauma, my skin crawls sometimes from a simple touch. There’s triggers all over the place. … Continue reading →

You think you want it from what you see You don’t know how hard it is to be me You outside, looking at the outside Not knowing the pain that I feel inside Yeah, you thought it was all good … Continue reading →